I lived near a sump as a child, and on the fringe grew a mulberry tree. It was anonymous most of the time, cloaked in shrubbery & evergreens, but come early summer, hundreds of little white fruits sprouted in its branches and slowly ripened to their messy black glory. Pedestrians detoured off the sidewalk to avoid the layer of pulped fruit.
One day I asked and learned that mulberries were safe to eat (unlike the other berries that grew so red & inviting on our bushes). I ate them, and they were good.
Every summer afterwards I would harvest the tree a few times. As the tree was public property, I began to feel a sense of obligation, which I satisfied by ripping down all the weeds growing on the fence and clambering over to hack away at the plants directly threatening my tree. This continued for many years.
I went back once, and walking the dog under it, suddenly recalled it all. I also remembered how it felt to return to some even more forgotten places like pre-kindergarten. It all put me in mind to try to write a poem.
First we try a quasi-prose formulation to get the basics down:
The child had tended the mulberry for so many summers That the man upon stepping into the garden Froze, just remembering, swiveling, seeking.
Poetically, this does not work. The lines are too long and rhythm-less, it is too irregular, and a bit too complex. This may pass for free verse, but it is not good free verse.
The content is much too little for any of the standard rhyming forms like the sonnet, but also seems a bit too much for the stereotypical verse form dealing with single moments & nature - the haiku. Fortunately, the haiku form descends from the longer tanka or waka, which has a 5-7-5-7-7 syllable count.
"To her house I come, in vain it seems; and turn to go when I hear a sound that makes me, too, fall silent - just standing there, wondering."
With this model in mind, my first attempt at a waka was this:
In spring, the child had tended the mulberry. And the years passed. The man saw a strange garden - suddenly freezing, looking.
The syllable count clearly follows the tanka form: 5-7-5-7-7. This version loses some impact:
for many summers conveys much deeper familiarity than a laconic
had tended, and
freezing, looking isn’t nearly as active & yearning as
just remembering, swiveling, seeking.
To satisfy the syllable-count, we also had to switch the
spring. This is a blessing in disguise: summer is not very associated with youth or growth, as spring is. The first three lines still seem flabby, bland statements of fact. That’s the next thing to fix.
First, we make them more interesting with some unusual grammar; since we are not Shakespeare, we can only use this method sparingly:
So many springs he had tended the mulberry...
This isn’t quite right. There is a distinct sound to this first line, and it’s a downward slope.
So starts high, and the line continues downward into a low
he, only to immediately pop up again on the second line with
had. Let’s swap those two words:
So many springs had he tended the mulberry...
Now we have a more pleasing audible symmetry: we start high with
So, end high with
had, and get a nice rhythm with
he TENded THE mulBERry.
tree in all versions.
Mulberry is already far too long;
mulberry tree would be a disaster.)
But how do we connect the ellipsis to entering the garden? There’s a certain implied followup -
so many Xs that Y. He had tended the tree so many years that… what? Well, at some point later, he returned and abruptly reacted.
So many springs had he tended the mulberry, later, far away, he stepped through the garden suddenly freezing, looking.
Far away fits, but doesn’t make sense. It’s supposed to be the original tree. Let’s try again:
So many springs had he tended the mulberry, later, long after, he stepped through the garden suddenly freezing, looking.
The line at least works, but we want to convey that he was a child when tending the tree and is now a man, which brings in all sorts of nice connotations - of decades passing, of the person changing (while the tree doesn’t), of returning home…
So many springs had he tended the mulberry, the man he became walked through a strange garden suddenly freezing, looking.
strange replaced the 1-syllable
he, but isn’t right either. The garden isn’t strange, it’s perfectly normal; it’s only been forgotten. Strange things can be forgotten like anything else, but most forgotten things aren’t strange (since strange things are quite memorable).
Forgotten is 3 syllables, though, so we need to make drastic changes:
So many springs had he tended the mulberry the man he became froze in a forgotten grove just pausing, looking, looking.
There are some nice aspects of this. We get a fair bit of assonance in the last 2 lines
froze/forgotten and the
pausing, looking, looking. The repetition comes off not as cheap but as intensifying the feeling, and lets the last line be spoken in multiple ways. It’s definitely an improvement over
Another version of the ultimate line:
So many springs had he tended the mulberry the man he became froze in a forgotten grove just looking, smelling, feeling.
Smelling recalls the visceralness of
swiveling from the free verse, and culminates more clearly. (The specific ordering is obviously from most abstract and uninvolved to most concrete and involved; nothing is closer and more real to us than our feelings.) But is it really clear what is going on to an intelligent reader bereft of the backstory? Perhaps we could make the connection between the first 2 lines and the last 3 more obvious;
So many springs had he tended the mulberry the man he became would freeze in an old tree's shade just looking, smelling, feeling.
By changing line 4, we make clearer that the freezing bit is set in the future, that there is a shift of time between the old tending and the new freezing.
Forgotten is problematic.
Would freeze leaves us 5 syllables, and
forgotten robs us of 3; it is difficult to put together
would freeze &
forgotten with something about a tree or grove in just 2 more syllables. We can still try though:
So many springs had he tended the mulberry the man he became would freeze by forgotten trees just looking, smelling, feeling.
English lets us get away with not including a particle or pronoun like
forgotten trees is plural and general. We couldn’t write something ungrammatical like
would freeze by forgotten tree
nor could we write an 8-syllable line like
would freeze by the forgotten tree
So we are somewhat stuck with the fourth line. With the action clarified, I think we can return to the more opaque ultimate line, giving this final waka:
So many springs had he tended the mulberry the man he became would freeze by forgotten trees just pausing, looking, looking.
And with that, let us rest.
Love concealed from Parents; Unforgotten Dreams: Poems by the Zen monk Shōtetsu; trans. Steven D. Carter, ISBN 0-231-10576-2↩